May
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iled Under (IVF #2) by Lassie on 19-05-2006

A bad B-movie title? Nope, just the story of my life.
Pregnancy Test: Negative.

I’m am so sick of my freakishly flawed body, I can barely stand to be in the same room as myself. Do you remember that feeling back in high school when some boy or gaggle of girls hurt your feelings so bad you felt sick? Don’t we all have a memory or two like that? A situation that was so awful you know you’ll never forget how it felt to live through it? I think this is one of those days. The only word to describe how I feel is gutted. As if someone carved out my organs and left a brick in their place. Gosh, what would I feel like if I hadn’t been prepared for the negative? I shudder to think of it.

My last cycle left me sad. This cycle has left me angry. I can’t believe I gave up chocolate and sushi for this.

Will post more later when I’m able to form a thought without an expletive.



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4 Comments posted on "The Toxic Uterus Strikes Again"
Meri-ann on May 19th, 2006 at 7:19 pm #

Oh crap, I’m just so sorry- but somehow that doesn’t cut it. Thinking of you….


Yorkchic on May 20th, 2006 at 11:29 am #

shit.


Mangomom on May 20th, 2006 at 6:56 pm #

I amn so sorry - i wish there was more i could say!
I love you!


Dee on May 20th, 2006 at 10:20 pm #

I’m so sorry. Feel free to include all the expletives you want.


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